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Happy 28th. birthday to me! :)

Thanks for all the greetings, u know who u are! :D

I woke up really early today, before 8 am! LOL yeah thats super early for me! I received like 12 txts and my bestfriend josh was online so I said I need to talk to her cuz its been a while since the last time we spoke, and we txt from time to time but its limited unlike in the chat, so yeah, we really miss each other! as usual we talked about those days when were still studying! weve been bff since 98! we met last december when i went home after 7 yrs and shes desperate to work abroad but i really cant help her at the moment and it sucks cuz she has 3 kids to raise and her hubby is ill so cant work! i really wish they didnt have a lot of kids, dont get me wrong i luv her kids like theyre mine and im their godmom, but what im trying to say is that its so difficult to raise one and to think that she has 3 its driving me mad! really, i wouldnt mind if she gave me one kid someday since i dont plan to have my own, lol, but anyway, lets not talk about kids on my birthday! haha...

I really really wanted to get a 2nd tattoo today but it sucks being broke so i might do that next year, i really want my number 28 somewhere! lol, if i wouldve known that id be broke i wouldve saved for that but nevermind, i just dont wanna think about that issue now, i am actually feeling better cuz ive started working out using zumba videos and its true that it takes away the stress and anxiety, ive been drinking lots of water and been watching my diet so i hope to lose weight real soon, but lets not talk about dieting on my birthday cuz today i wanna pig out! hahahaa... nah! not really, i'll eat spag with tomato sauce & beef burger but maybe i could buy a lil choco cake to share with my roomies or just some chocolate just because! :D

Anyway, the only gift i got is a greeting card from romania from my crazy friend violet so I feel kinda loved! :) but i cant hide this sadness cuz just last year i was having a wonderful bday lunch party with my friends and a dinner date with someone i dont wanna talk about and this year is the worst bday and being jobless, single & broke doesnt even help... oh well... maybe i shouldnt complain after all and be thankful instead for this great (or not so great) 28 years! ^_^

Always choose
to heal not to hurt
to forgive not to despise
to persevere not to quit
to smile not to frown
to love not to hate
At the end of life
what really matters is
not what we bought
but what we built
not what we got
but what we shared
not our competence
but our character and
not our success but
our significance!
live a life that matters
live a life that cares!