Another year is going to end in just a few hours! I really wonder where did all those months goooo? Geez, it seems like every year is faster than the previous, dont you think? well, I must admit that I am ending this year feeling kinda miserable with no job, no bf, no money, no nothing.. just lemme complain pleeeease i really am going mad if i dont get it out of my head... really, just thinking about it i feel like crying again... honestly ive never cried so much in my life like this year! :(
So, the other day i went to visit my ex co workers and this girl said: "you had everything here... why did u have to go?" i just smiled and told her that from time to time we need changes and we need to embrace the consequences... but i really didnt know that it was going to be this tough... but anyway, i really hope for good things this coming new year, i need to learn to think in positive! what I really have learned from leaving my parents home is to live simply with a little money and I have realized that after all its really satisfying if u look from the bright side cuz then I would spend a lot and now I dont have a choice but to spend less, and i think i am more responsible now, ok call it maturity. :P
Anyway, I really should be thankful for the basic needs instead of complaining, (note to self: i should write that down as one of my new year's resolution) there are loads of things I wanna do this year! like, dieting, starting and finishing a paperdiary, traveling, saving and be grateful, actually i should write down the things i am thankful for each day, now thats a brilliant idea! hehe :D
Ahhhh... times up! cuz i am blogging from the videoclub and im broke so my next blog will be from barcelona, see ya! :)
Happy new year and all the best for 2009!!!
PS: Be sure to wear your red underwear! ;)
I am finally home! yup, right on time, i arrived here in VLL last night at 11pm, I am really happy to be here after 3 months of being away! theres no place like home sweet home! i'm gonna pig out like crazy! i really missed mom's cooking! :P
You've no idea how furious i am with my fone operator called orange! they suck!!!! its so frustrating not to be able to talk to an agent specially when you wanna cancel your contract, all i did yesterday is call 252 and 1414 and they didnt have the option to talk to an agent and i was sooo pissed so i went to their bloody store and guess what they told me! it cant be done here, u must call to cancel! and i was freaking out i mean, is that all? ive made the calls didnt i? i already pressed number 0 so many times that my keypad is going to scream any moment now! i also said "agent" more than 100 times already, and until now i cant reach any agent! what am i suppose to doooo? i already visited their website which sucks btw and there was no help available all u see is this xmas offers bla bla ble ble... its so frustrating!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG!
OMG exactly today 1 year ago around 4 am-ish my sis and I arrived to the philippines after 7 years of being away! so, we went straight to our grandma's! our relatives waited for us wide awake! I couldnt describe how I felt, it was a mixed emotion, I was so shocked that I couldn't even speak, what a happy day for a super long ass journey, I swear, just seeing their faces it immediately took our tiredness away... I proudly said to my sister these 3 words: we did it!
hell yes, it may mean nothing to you but for me and my sis its a dream come true!!! :)
now, I cant wait to go back and ive been crying cuz this xmas wont be the same as the previous... and I do wonder when will I ever have another happy xmas... how long will I have to wait to go back... no one knows.... *sigh*
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What do you see yourself doing on this day next year?
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Buying christmas presents since i cant afford to buy anyone anything right now it really sucks but ive been wondering if xmas cards are considered as presents? mmmm? i suppose not, oh well.
Thanksgiving is a time to give thanks. What are you thankful for today?
in Spain we dont celebrate thanksgiving but i am thankful for the ff things:
shelter
food
family
friends
internet
:)
Show us a book you started reading, but never finished.
Happy 28th. birthday to me! :)
Thanks for all the greetings, u know who u are! :D
I woke up really early today, before 8 am! LOL yeah thats super early for me! I received like 12 txts and my bestfriend josh was online so I said I need to talk to her cuz its been a while since the last time we spoke, and we txt from time to time but its limited unlike in the chat, so yeah, we really miss each other! as usual we talked about those days when were still studying! weve been bff since 98! we met last december when i went home after 7 yrs and shes desperate to work abroad but i really cant help her at the moment and it sucks cuz she has 3 kids to raise and her hubby is ill so cant work! i really wish they didnt have a lot of kids, dont get me wrong i luv her kids like theyre mine and im their godmom, but what im trying to say is that its so difficult to raise one and to think that she has 3 its driving me mad! really, i wouldnt mind if she gave me one kid someday since i dont plan to have my own, lol, but anyway, lets not talk about kids on my birthday! haha...
I really really wanted to get a 2nd tattoo today but it sucks being broke so i might do that next year, i really want my number 28 somewhere! lol, if i wouldve known that id be broke i wouldve saved for that but nevermind, i just dont wanna think about that issue now, i am actually feeling better cuz ive started working out using zumba videos and its true that it takes away the stress and anxiety, ive been drinking lots of water and been watching my diet so i hope to lose weight real soon, but lets not talk about dieting on my birthday cuz today i wanna pig out! hahahaa... nah! not really, i'll eat spag with tomato sauce & beef burger but maybe i could buy a lil choco cake to share with my roomies or just some chocolate just because! :D
Anyway, the only gift i got is a greeting card from romania from my crazy friend violet so I feel kinda loved! :) but i cant hide this sadness cuz just last year i was having a wonderful bday lunch party with my friends and a dinner date with someone i dont wanna talk about and this year is the worst bday and being jobless, single & broke doesnt even help... oh well... maybe i shouldnt complain after all and be thankful instead for this great (or not so great) 28 years! ^_^
Always choose
to heal not to hurt
to forgive not to despise
to persevere not to quit
to smile not to frown
to love not to hate
At the end of life
what really matters is
not what we bought
but what we built
not what we got
but what we shared
not our competence
but our character and
not our success but
our significance!
live a life that matters
live a life that cares!
Show us why you love where you live.
